Brothers

I’ve been a single parent for a few days and I HATE it. B had to go to California for a sales meeting and will be home Sunday. We miss him terribly. I’m just not a happy camper when my family is not together. I’ve been letting Carson stay up late since daddy is not here. I think it’s more for me than him. We’ve had a rough time lately so any one on one time I can squeeze in is good. I don’t know who coined the phrase “terrible two’s” because the three’s have been rough. I have a little ball of fire on my hands. He get’s that from his dad, certainly not from me.

It’s interesting to see him and Camron together. Carson is very independent and Camron is very much a momma’s boy. They get along most of the time but Carson likes to knock him down and play fight, which usually results in Camron crying. I have noticed that when one of them is not around the other one goes looking for them. Me and Carson are going to a birthday party tomorrow and my mom is keeping Camron. Carson was actually upset earlier because he wanted Camron to go. I know they will have their differences but I hope they will always have a special bond. I always wanted my children close in age in hopes that they would be close.

We went to Taekwondo tonight. This is his third week of class and he seems to really like it. I think he has gotten in trouble more than he is used to but he seems to be doing okay. He looks so cute in his uniform. I had to turn in his top tonight for patches but I’ll post a picture later. I really think this will be good for him. He has soooo much energy and really needs something to focus that energy on (besides his brother).
Well, he is dozing off here beside me so I guess it’s bed time. Night, night.